Not Bitter, Just Broken

Hey there, me again. Just wanna remind you I'm here. And to let you know you've broken me. Alrighty. Bye.

Funny How

My best friend is in Canada. Has been for 4 years. And then there's this kid who means so much to me, and tells me I mean even more to him, off in Florida. And I haven't seen him in at least 2 years.

And I still talk to them more than I do you. Like, they both make it a point to hold conversations with me as often as possible.

This isn't me being mad or whining or blaming you. I just think it's kind of crazy. Especially because I'm watching 3 guys chase Jess at once. Like, try so dang hard. And then I look at us and think... I'm chasing him. And I shouldn't be. We should be equals by now. But we're not. I wonder if I know what's good for me. I mean, not to say I should fall for a kid who lives 14 hours away from me. But still. I just wonder.

It doesn't matter. I can wonder forever. I'll never find the answer and I'll always be in love with you. Because yes, I am in love with you. It's just food for thought.

Well F*ck

Why does it hurt so much?

The Things We Remember

It's hard to ever forget certain conversations. Especially the ones that last until 6AM.

Who am I kidding, I'm in love with you.

Statuses

"Little does my friend know that I've spent 4 months making her the best present ever."
You dunno how badly I want that to be about me.

Intentions Were

Don't stop trying just because you think you're winning.

I'm sorry. I don't think you get that I love you. Either tell me you don't feel the same so I can finally move on after 6 years of playing this game or put in more effort.