Nonsensical

Sometimes, the emptiness is so overwhelming, it overflows.

Not Bitter, Just Broken

Hey there, me again. Just wanna remind you I'm here. And to let you know you've broken me. Alrighty. Bye.

Nightly Schedule

YOU LITTLE SH*T

Why the F*CK AM I SO ANGRY? HOLY DAMN CRAP THE HYPOCRISY INVOLVED IN THIS. I WANT TO KILL IT. UGH. I f*ckin' hate myself. Sammy, shut the f*ck up.

#GirlCode

Today's trending twitter topic is #girlcode

I think it's in reference to a new MTV show. I wouldn't know. I know nothing about this show. I can't comment on it.

But apparently guys are being pissy about it the topic? Ew. Grow up. Few things I wanna say.

-You're right. Women aren't funny. We're boring and annoying as hell. Why do we have a show?
- In terms of an actual girl code, there's always been one. It's existed for as long as guy code has. I promise you they are all the same dang rules. Although I've never bothered looking at it as "___ code" cause a lot of it should just be common sense and human decency.
- "This is the only girl code you ladies need" -shows some picture about making a sandwich-. I don't mind those jokes cause lol women. But seriously? A sandwich? Like, at least be creative. Why not ask for something like lasagna? Or a pineapple upside down cake? Or give us an entire book on Caribbean cuisine? Would you really be happy if your woman only ever looked at one recipe, and it was for a SANDWICH?! Like, if you're gonna be rude and demand, go all out bro. Also, why is this girl code? Don't get me wrong, girls should know how to cook, but so should guys! Men who know how to work in a kitchen are sexy! Yummm.

VyRT

Gotta be honest. Kinda pissed that there's no cancel account button. The fact that I should even have to make an account at all is ridiculous. But the fact that I can't stop that account? No wonder the Echelon is a cult, you literally cannot get out. Don't get me wrong, I love what 30STM is doing. The ability to chat with fans like that and show us a glimpse of their personal lives as well as musical progress is AMAZING. But they're not the first ones to do it. And let's be honest. How often do they mention you? Or REMEMBER you? And how much of it is just a bunch of fangirls screaming and crying and spamming so quickly you can't even see what the live chat is saying? I love the band. That is unwavering. And I am happy to be a part of this family. Live stuff just isn't my cup of tea. I don't see anything wrong with that. That being said, I SHOULDN'T BE FORCED TO STAY HERE! But I don't want to contact anyone, because then I WILL be remembered. I'll be remembered as that one bad fan who didn't understand. Grr. Dammit. Darn. And Fooey.

Late Night Cravings

Emily tweeted: "I want pancakes."

Me: Darling. I don't know why. Or what. Just something. I'm guessing... I dunno, don't ask me why. Just, I'm getting a vibe. Or something. Something tells me. That you want pancakes.
Emily: (almost crying) SO MUCH.