Emily's Soliloquy

Emily: I'm bored. (Clicks on tumblr. Finds picture she likes. Giggles. Clicks.) Get bigger. (It won't. She stays calm.) Get bigger. Get bigger. Get bigger. It got bigger. Scroll down. Scroll down. Scroll down. (Whines) I hate you internet! Respond! To my every whim!

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Youtube Non Comments

 I wrote this and then changed names to guy/girl. But I don't know why because if you know who they are, you'll know regardless of hiding names.

Girl - Senior at McDaniel. My peer mentor. Theatre kid. Gorgeous (son, she models and does pageants). Sweet. Hilarious. Wonderful.

Guy - Junior at McDaniel. Theatre kid. Artist. Youtube vlogger. Dedicated artist. Absolutely hilarious. Great to be around. Someone I wish I were closer to.

Story: They dated for a year. Lived together. Had 3 cats (Jade & Calvin, her cats, and Cube who they bought together). Right before school started (or like a month or so?), he broke up with her. And she was sad kitty. And now I think she's okay. They're still friends. They still hang out. He has moved out, her friends have moved in (3 girls all WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL TALENTED people but irrelevant). Since Cube was technically both of theirs, Guy took Cube. However, Cube & Calvin are attached at the hip cause love feels. So Guy took them both, leaving Girl with only Jade. Now Girl is starting to, once again, be in Guy's videos.

I WISH I COULD ANSWER ALL THE YOUTUBE COMMENTS' QUESTIONS! YES THEY BROKE UP! AND HE TOOK 2 CATS, THAT'S WHY JADE ISN'T THERE. NO YOU ARE NOT INVITED TO THE WEDDING, AND EFF YOU WHOEVER SAID HE CAN DO BETTER THAN HER. (Not even picking sides on that one, they're both great people and you need to not be so rude because he still values their friendship dearly). To whoever called these two your OTP, you make me sad.

 I know he sees the comment, why not answer the questions? I hate that fans are so dang nosy, but the fact is if you're willing to put your personal life out there, you really can't be picky choosy about what you tell people. It's not fair to your viewers and kinda defeats your purpose.

LOLnope

No. No no no. Pissing me the hell off. YEAH YEAH we know women don't asked to get rape. Duh. Obvious. HOWEVER if you're gonna dress like that don't complain that the guy is only focusing on your boobs and butt or making rude comments. SON. THAT'S THE FIRST THING HE SEES. IF YOU DON'T WANT HIM TO SEE IT, COVER IT UP. By all means, continue to complain about rape. It's not at all okay, it's not a joke, and both men and women (because yes, men do get raped too, so don't give me that "double standard" ish when it goes both ways) need to understand that STOP MEANS STOP. If there is no consent, it's NOT okay, and it is NEVER "asked for" by the victim. But the comments? Please, you thrive off knowing guys like your ass. Otherwise, you wouldn't be showing it. As for cosplay, I get it, there's not much you can do. It's an accurate depiction of a character and that's not your fault. But if you're gonna dress like that for whatever reason, yeah, you're gonna get those comments. If you can't take them maybe you just need another costume. AND ABOUT THE DOUBLE STANDARD. You realize no one likes a man whore either? The issue isn't "women having premarital sex". It's premarital sex at all! The boy looks just as bad! Stop making it all about women! You wanna know why the women get blamed? Because women need to understand that THEY HAVE THE POWER. If he guy is respectable, HE. WILL. STOP. WHEN. YOU. STAY. STOP. Men only go as far as women let them! If they do more than that, it's rape (or at the very least sexual assault), and again, it's NOT OKAY AND SHOULD BE REPORTED IMMEDIATELY. But again, men who sleep around are a turn off too. Unless the girl ALSO sleeps around, what girl do you hear saying "Oh my God, he's slept with half the people in this school, isn't that so hot?" -___- The issue you're trying to discuss is acceptance of sex. Don't bring costumes into this.

ALSO

I'm so glad SOMEBODY said it. Because this isn't okay. They already needed more help. The Northern East Coast will be good in a week, maybe a month. Not so much for our friends in the South! Consideration people, seriously.

Acting sucked.
I feel sick.
No more New Jersey 'cause of Sandy. No more Storm time.
AND WHO KEEPS ERASING OUR BOARD T.T

These are my weirdest tags yet.

In the Storm

You're the only person I want to see. To be with. To cuddle. To talk to.

Love me?

asdfghjkl; needy

Best Twitter Page

https://twitter.com/hurricannesandy

Oh my yes.

Self-Centered

Emily's gone for the weekend. (Maybe cuddles with Jeremy)
Eric is here (Jess' boo. Very cute. Except he smokes which is disappointing)
Nancy & James are off being soulmates.
Sara & Ryan are having issues.
Lauren & Jordan have their issues, but things get talked about. And they talk constantly.

I'm so lonely right now. I miss him. I miss feeling loved. I miss not having to think about it. I seriously feel miserable right now and I have absolutely no good reason. I wanna cry. But I can't. And I also have no reason to cry. Music isn't helping. Cleaning is. I don't want to do homework.

Embarrasing Moment, 10/25/12

It's 4:30AM, I look at my Skype screen, and see this message.

[4:03:24 AM] Cyber Nation: dawwwwh<3 night cutie ;D

I fell asleep. On camera. MY LIFE >.<