IM5 sans 1/5

OMG I'M GONNA SOB

We've actually known about Dalton leaving for. What. A week now? Something like that. But everyone's being super supportive of Dalton's choice. But it has been hard of course. And I'm sure the boys are doing all they can. But Cole is like, not even pretending to be okay. COLTON IS REAL (and by that I mean they were fantastic friends and I can't wait until they're like 30 something and their kids are like amazed that a guy from IM5 and a guy from FlyAwayHero have anything in common, let alone managed to stay friends for flippin ever). Boybands are a helluva drug.

(I am a year and some change older than these children. I've never even met them. I'm such a CREEP)

Every Summer

It's always heartbreaking realizing that some of your closest friends are perfect examples the negativity you're trying to get out of your life. Like, so far gone, there's no point in talking to them about it because it will only hurt both parties. It's especially hard for me because I'm so clingy. -sigh- God is testing me... but I know He's right. I just wish it weren't so many people at once. LOL Summer 2011 all over again.

Shippuden 249

EFF YOU WRITERS

this is my life

Self-Centered

Emily's gone for the weekend. (Maybe cuddles with Jeremy)
Eric is here (Jess' boo. Very cute. Except he smokes which is disappointing)
Nancy & James are off being soulmates.
Sara & Ryan are having issues.
Lauren & Jordan have their issues, but things get talked about. And they talk constantly.

I'm so lonely right now. I miss him. I miss feeling loved. I miss not having to think about it. I seriously feel miserable right now and I have absolutely no good reason. I wanna cry. But I can't. And I also have no reason to cry. Music isn't helping. Cleaning is. I don't want to do homework.

Pretty Girl

(The Way)

Darn you Glee, & your long distance episode. Now I'm in a mood.

Professional

WE DON'T GESTURE TO THE TECHIES IN OUR BOW?! Heart: Broken.