Repetitive

And so ends another chapter!!!

Oh Sammy, your book's gotten too repetitive

Anti-Climactic

Seriously. I waited all day. DYING to know what was up. For this? Bro, I know you're venting, but you're retelling my life with different names. I know how this ends. You can stop now.

Attack On Titan

AKA Storm Kowaleski's most recent way of RUINING MY LIFE!

But ignore me, 'cause this show is actually hella good.

5-24-13 2:30

"Because i cant help that you're basically the only person that can turn me on like this with almost nothing"

Vacant, Vapid, Stupid, Perfect

"Keep it at the 10%" my ass.

Thank you, 30 Seconds to Mars, for writing the words I couldn't.

 I’ve been dreaming of things yet to come 

Living, learning, watching, burning 

Eyes on the sun
I’m leaving, gone yesterday  

Brutal, laughing, fighting, fucking  

The price I had to pay
Bright lights, big city  

She dreams of love  

Brights lights, big city  

He lives to run
Demon, where did my angel go  

Vacant, vapid, stupid, perfect  

You are the one 

A new day, a new age, a new face, a new lay,  

A new love, a new drug, a new me, a new you
Bright lights, big city  

She dreams of love  

Brights lights, big city  

He lives to run
I forgive 

Had enough  

Time to live  

Time to love

Your Latest Plan

I don't like it. You said you knew. You told me not to give up hope. But how am I supposed to imagine this place without you? Myself without you? Please don't leave. Don't break me again.

"What Would You Say To The Person You Lost Your Virginity To?"

Hey, thanks for doing that AMAZING thing where you don't exist ;)


Forever Alone
Virgin by choice!
Saving myself for marriage!
Except even if I weren't, let's be real, Sammy can't get any.

Everything Changed 6 Years Ago

6 Years Ago: My grandmother took her last breath. I no longer had either of my grandmothers. I lost the most important woman in my life. Neither of them would see me go to high school. Or turn 15. Or 18. Or graduate high school. Or go to college. Or get my first job. Or maybe one day get married. And have kids. And no boyfriend, husband, or child would ever to get to meet the two women that are my inspirations in so much of my life. And this time, I didn't even get to say goodbye.

6 Years Ago: I received news that my grandmother had passed away and we had to travel to El Salvador immediately. And all I wanted to do was run to you, only you, and have you hold me lovingly. But I couldn't find you. You weren't there for me that day. Funny how that just ended being the rest of my life.

Discoveries

Jess - "No." is a complete sentence.

Pure Talent

Jess - I can only snap with one finger.
Me - You mean one hand?
Jess - Nope.

HE GETS IT

More Parasocial Nonsense

Youth

These lyrics speak VOLUMES.

thatalexday

Yeah, this has to be my favorite video of his. I LOVE learning about artists and their craft. I'm just glad he has something he truly does love to do :)

Side note because I have to be that person. Merp. "If you like Carrie, and who doesn't really"... you? You! 'Cause you kinda broke up with her?! Just sayin' bro.

"Wise" Old Women

The fact that I'm cramping and these old women are trying to be all sweet and share their remedies. Like, ladies, I love you. Thanks. But I've been around. I already know how to get rid of it. I JUST NEED TO GO HOME TO DO IT. yeesh.

Mean Girls Still Isn't Real

·         I lived in a world where popular girls didn’t exist. Where there was no such thing as the girl every guy liked. Every girl was just normal. But now I’m in college, and I realize they do exist. They’re real. And my best friend is one of them. And I hate her for it.

Life Will Always Be

Whenever I feel sad or lonely, I can play La Vie En Rose by Louis Armstrong and I'm so uplifted. It truly is such a beautiful song. Ever since I first heard it back in 2009, I've been in love with it. It's a song to fall in love to. I don't know if I'll ever get married. But if I do, this song will be my first dance. Because I want that. I want a love just like that. And the idea of drifting off and dancing away with this beautiful melody warms my heart unbelievably. Can you imagine? Being so in love?

hah. anatomy.

I wonder if he's butthurt 'cause I didn't say anything about his penis...

PAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH