Insert lyrics, ramblings, doodles, secrets, blue roses, and guardian angels here.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Amazing Alex
Even when I go for sympathy. For a little flirting. He's just so right. And he says exactly what I need to hear. Not what I need to feel better. But what I need to get my act together and stop moping. He's genius. Effing genius. He's better than I.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Such Selfish Prayers
This is as good a place to fall as any
We'll build our alter here
Make me your Maria
I'm already on my knees
You had Jesus on your breath
And I caught him in mine
Sweating our confessions
The undone and the divine
This is his body
This is his blood
Such selfish prayers
And I can't get enough
Oh, whoa, whoa, yeah
Spilled milk tears,
I did this for you
Spilling over the idol
The black and the blue
The sweetest submission
Drinking it in
The wine, the women, the bedroom hymns
'Cause this is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers and I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
I can't get enough
I'm not here looking for absolution
Because I found myself an old solution
I'm not here looking for absolution
Because I found myself an old solution
This is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers, I can't get enough
This is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers, I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
We'll build our alter here
Make me your Maria
I'm already on my knees
You had Jesus on your breath
And I caught him in mine
Sweating our confessions
The undone and the divine
This is his body
This is his blood
Such selfish prayers
And I can't get enough
Oh, whoa, whoa, yeah
Spilled milk tears,
I did this for you
Spilling over the idol
The black and the blue
The sweetest submission
Drinking it in
The wine, the women, the bedroom hymns
'Cause this is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers and I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
I can't get enough
I'm not here looking for absolution
Because I found myself an old solution
I'm not here looking for absolution
Because I found myself an old solution
This is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers, I can't get enough
This is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers, I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
I can't get enough
Whoa, whoa, yeah
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Sunday, February 10, 2013
What is a Bagginses?
Jess: I want to hold it i want to touch it i want to smell it
Sammy: You sound like Gollum.
Jess: Who?
Sammy: My precious?
Jess: I haven't seen Lord of the Rings
Sammy: Well I read the Hobbit in 8th grade so..
Jess: I am the Hobbit
Sammy: Bagginses?
Jess: Pegasus. I am Poseidon.
Sammy: You sound like Gollum.
Jess: Who?
Sammy: My precious?
Jess: I haven't seen Lord of the Rings
Sammy: Well I read the Hobbit in 8th grade so..
Jess: I am the Hobbit
Sammy: Bagginses?
Jess: Pegasus. I am Poseidon.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
*Pleasure at the Pain of Others
Sammy: Shadenfreuda!*
Emily: Your mother
Emily: Your mother
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Comeback Kid
Double Meaning
One
Justin Timberlake AND Fallout Boy?
With Destiny's Child at the Superbowl
Let's give it up for 2013!
Two
We did an exercise in my Voice & Movement class. It was meant to relax us. So we lie on the ground, clear our minds, practice our breathing. The usual.
She told us to picture our favorite place, where we are warm, and comfortable. Every step after that was taking us away from that place. Mind you, that was not the focus. We were meant to shift entirely to that new place and new action, but I couldn't.
She said warm and comfortable. I thought of my dorm room. On a Saturday morning, about 9am so I've slept in but not wasted my day. The sun is shining in. I'm wrapped in my warm blanket, and you are there with me. I was meant to be alone, but for some reason you were there, and I was deep in your arms, safe and warm. And as much as I wanted to shift with the images she was giving us, I couldn't because I so desperately wanted to be back with you.
Labels:
2013,
Class,
Comeback,
Destiny's Child,
Fallout Boy,
Focus,
Justin Timberlake,
Long Distance Relationships,
Love,
Mind Wandering,
Missing,
Relationships,
Relaxation,
Strange mind
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Funny How
My best friend is in Canada. Has been for 4 years. And then there's this kid who means so much to me, and tells me I mean even more to him, off in Florida. And I haven't seen him in at least 2 years.
And I still talk to them more than I do you. Like, they both make it a point to hold conversations with me as often as possible.
This isn't me being mad or whining or blaming you. I just think it's kind of crazy. Especially because I'm watching 3 guys chase Jess at once. Like, try so dang hard. And then I look at us and think... I'm chasing him. And I shouldn't be. We should be equals by now. But we're not. I wonder if I know what's good for me. I mean, not to say I should fall for a kid who lives 14 hours away from me. But still. I just wonder.
It doesn't matter. I can wonder forever. I'll never find the answer and I'll always be in love with you. Because yes, I am in love with you. It's just food for thought.
And I still talk to them more than I do you. Like, they both make it a point to hold conversations with me as often as possible.
This isn't me being mad or whining or blaming you. I just think it's kind of crazy. Especially because I'm watching 3 guys chase Jess at once. Like, try so dang hard. And then I look at us and think... I'm chasing him. And I shouldn't be. We should be equals by now. But we're not. I wonder if I know what's good for me. I mean, not to say I should fall for a kid who lives 14 hours away from me. But still. I just wonder.
It doesn't matter. I can wonder forever. I'll never find the answer and I'll always be in love with you. Because yes, I am in love with you. It's just food for thought.
Labels:
Best friends,
Clingy,
Friends,
Gross,
I wonder,
Lonely,
Long Distance Relationships,
Love,
Mind Wandering,
Missing,
Needy,
Not even dating,
Pathetic,
Relationships,
Thought of You,
What else is new,
You would
Friday, February 1, 2013
I Swoon Too Much
you know what i cant get over
the fact that i, as hardcore as possible, made out with you, out of all people, in public, behind a shopping center.
Your words move me so quickly
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