How to Scare Yourself

Take this just budding relationship that you are sort of in, certainly trying to start. Start to finally sort of think you're okay and you can look past all the obstacles because this is just starting out and you can cross those bridges as they come up, and trust that things will work out as they need to. Get very excited because wow this person is amazing and they care about you and it's wonderful.

And then visit his ex's tumblr and read an entire post about how much she misses him and wishes he would still be there for her and how she would change everything. Then just worry for forever for no damn reason. Because who knows if he saw it. If he did it was days ago. And he may not care, because he is into you and he may just be so past all the insane abusive manipulative bs she put him through.

But like. What if he isn't?

Defending My Lady's Honor

-sigh-

1. I'm pretty sure Ari & Jai are still together but THAT DOESN'T MATTER. JUST LISTEN TO THE SONG

2. Her relationship with Mac Miller also does not matter. Yeah, the kiss was a bit.. much but hey, it's a STAGE kiss. Calm thyselves. Jai's not an idiot. She did it for the music video. Anyone who gets jealous over a stage kiss has their own issues that need to be dealt with. Also, it's a KISS. It's not sexual. Seriously, chill.

3. She was not the star of Victorious because the show was MADE FOR VICTORIA. Victoria Justice is talented, too. Agreed, Ariana Grande is better, but let's be real, side characters are ALWAYS the best characters. Maybe Ariana could've been Tori, but NO ONE could've played Cat better. Besides, she's getting her own show now so stop being butthurt.

4. I'm sorry, who said she can't act? You can go home.

5. Yes. That is her singing. 100% her. You can watch her other videos if you're not sure. Live ones, too. She's a boss. Fall in love like the rest of us. Because she GENUINELY sings like that. Girl, rock them whistle tones.

6. Trying to copy Mariah Carey? Hmm. Gee. Maybe that's because Mariah is Ari's favorite singer/idol. I mean, she's even admitted to it. Time and time again. That's THE POINT.

7. Bad dancer? I didn't really think she was trying to dance amazingly. I thought she was just having fun because that's what happens when you love what you do. Meh.

8. She's cute. Let her wear whatever she wants. She rocks it. And I like her ribbons :)

Answers to questions no one asked. I love her. End of story.

#TheWay by @ArianaGrande

Irrelevant People

"ur only alive because its illegal to kill yhu. ..'

 

...So is weed but every other status you post is about that.

God, there is no logic behind you. You're just a pure dumbass. 

Psychology

I clean when I'm upset.
This is most likely due to the fact that I feel chaotic and a loss of control, so I try to organize the things I have control over.

I rhyme when I'm upset.
I think this is most likely a form of regression.

I've been cleaning and rhyming for two hours. No results. This is what our lives together will be like. Why did I say midnight? I should've just taken the offer to talk right away. Fed up. I'm going to bed.