1D Day

I'm a hardcore fangirl and we all know it (not of One Direction, just in general). But seriously? How could anyone watch reality for 7 hours? Like, what? I have bands I love, too! Youtubers livestream all the flippin time! But who do you think you are broadcasting YOURSELF for 7 hours? About 3 I can manage. If it's for a charity event or kickstarter type of event, sure! I probably won't watch it all live but I'll find the video later and space out my viewings throughout several sittings. But 7. Hours. Straight. GT actual FO my social media, directioners. Shut it down, we're sick of the live tweeting.

The moment I allow any celebrity to make me sit in front of a computer watching them for the majority of my day is the moment I lose myself. It's like admitting "Not only am I a fangirl, I am nothing more than a fangirl. I find you to be far higher than I could ever hope to be, and I am bowing to you. Treat me like property and not like a person, because I am a fangirl. And even though we will never be friends or life partners because, again, we are not equals, maybe you'll mention my twitter name in a video."

Again. Nothing wrong with fangirling. I do it all the time. Twitter interactions bring me inexplicable joy. But I refuse to be a fan of a person or group who would exploit that without supporting a cause other than their own popularity.

Perfect Match

Basically every 30 Seconds to Mars song ever goes with Attack On Titan

(except maybe City of Angels)

I Am The Echelon

If you don't like 30 Seconds to Mars, I think you're crazy, but I get it. It may not be your type of music and there's not much that can be done about that. I can respect your decisions.

If you don't like Jared, Shannon, and Tomo, we have a problem. These men are inspirational. They are artists. And what they've done with their lives and for their fans is nothing short of incredible.

A Throwback Playlist

So Yesterday - Hillary Duff
Over It - Anneliese van der Pol
Some Call It Magic - Raven Symone
Wake Up - Hillary Duff
Shine - Raven Symone
Circle of Life - Disney Channel Stars
Pieces of Me - Ashlee Simpson
A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes - Disney Channel Stars
He Said / She Said - Ashley Tisdale
Fly - Hillary Duff
Rush - Aly & AJ
Supernova Girl from Zenon
Nothing's Wrong With Me from Pixel Perfect
Potential Break-up Song - Aly & AJ

World's Best Boyfriend

I'd say this is pretty accurate in terms of my life with Jonathan. I made a statement once saying that he was the world's worst boyfriend, but an amazing best friend. And I knew a major reason for that was because he didn't love me. But never has it become so evident as now, while he's with Celeste. This isn't jealousy, I promise. It's merely observation. A happy observation at that. He loves her. I mean, maybe he doesn't even know it yet but it's seriously unbelievable. He treats her like a princess. He knows how to make coffee the way she likes it, and he will bus all the way to school even though he doesn't have class that day just to deliver it to her and surprise her. He goes shopping with her and lets her try on whatever fun clothes she wants. He now knows her taste as well as her clothing size. He's gotten SO GOOD at memorizing all the little details. It's perfect. Seriously, how could you not love that? He's basically the perfect boyfriend. Not for me. Maybe someday, someone will be that for me. But he's the happiest he's ever been with Celeste. Really truly. It's almost encouraging. I can't wait to meet her. Anyone who can have Jonathan this enamored has to be amazing.

Don't worry. I don't miss him. I miss the kisses. The calls. The teasing. The thought that someone might be thinking of me. Who wouldn't miss that? But I don't miss him. Not in a romantic sense anyway. We've both moved on. And to say our lives have both improved is an understatement. I'll always think of what we had, but I'm seriously so ready to have that with someone completely new.

Sometimes

Sleep Alone

Me Alone in a Twin Bed: I feel so lonely I just want cuddles.

Me Cuddling in a King Bed: I just want more room OMG I feel so cramped

Overly Social

If I were to get a tumblr, I'd call it "kisses-and-cheesecake", AKA the two things I crave constantly. I seriously have that in mind. But I'm never gonna make a tumblr. I can't deal with people on tumblr. Also, I do NOT need more distractions in the form of social media. Truly I don't. I already caved into twitter. If I caved to tumblr, I'd be so upset with myself.

But That's Effort

This is actually my life. Is Haruka my spirit animal?

The Groove List

• Right There by Ariana Grande
• Thinking About You by Frank Ocean
• Grind On Me by Pretty Ricky
• Body Party by Ciara
• Sex Therapy by Robin Thicke
• Cater 2 U by Destiny's Child
• Dance For You by Beyonce
• Take You Down by Chris Brown

Body Party

Meeting the GFs

So now I just need to meet Karina (Storm's girlfriend) WTF when did they get back together, ah well he's happy.
And Ali (Evan's girlfriend).
And Taylor (Harrison's girlfriend).
And Emily (Alex's girlfriend)Yo, Alex has a gf, the world is ending.
And Celeste (Jonathan's girlfriend) As of 2 days ago. About FLIPPING TIME. They cute.

Meanwhile, I feel like I should be introducing them to my boyfriend... oh wait.
OH WELL. The nice thing is, aside from Karina, they've all said they wanted to meet me and feel like we could be good friends. And I love that. I absolutely love that. YAY FRIENDS. I'm so happy for my boys <3

I'm also kinda happy that now they have girlfriends to babysit them instead of me having to do it, but mostly I'm happy for them O:)

Clear Night

Mash-up of Stay the Night and Clarity that I actually really love.

Nightmare

BACK IN BLACK

Actually I'm wearing pink but SCREW IT I'M BLOGGING AGAIN!