Jess and I did not always agree. But we made things work. We did our very best. Did I feel jealous at times? Sure. I probably voiced it, too. But it happens. Mae wanted Jess. It was bound to happen.
Lyndsay was brilliant to work with, but she also took a sideline role most of the time. She helped me when I needed it, and otherwise stayed quiet. We didn't disagree on much. She was just good.
I hate working with Jen. This is miserable. I'm so sick of Jen. I have been all year. But it's just getting worse and worse every day. I get it, I'm annoying and overbearing and say stupid crap. I do. It's real. But holy crap, role your eyes at me again and watch me deck you. I'm livid and it's just because she's present. Because she complains about every damn thing and is always in some kind of pain or stress or Lord knows what. I hate being around her. Honestly. It makes me angry. It fills me with negativity. I do not like the way she handles things, ESPECIALLY as a Stage Mom. And I am not the end all be all in this position and I won't pretend I can do it all because I can't. But she infuriates me. And I have to tolerate her for three more months. I hate living with her. That's miserable enough. But the ONE THING that makes me happy and makes me feel like I have purpose has always been my job as a Stage Mom. And she CANNOT take that from me. I freaking refuse.
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