I wonder if I dislike you because I think you're fake and hypocritical or because you unintentionally remind me of all my flaws and all the things I could never be.
Probably both.
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
Friday, September 4, 2015
How to Scare Yourself
Take this just budding relationship that you are sort of in, certainly trying to start. Start to finally sort of think you're okay and you can look past all the obstacles because this is just starting out and you can cross those bridges as they come up, and trust that things will work out as they need to. Get very excited because wow this person is amazing and they care about you and it's wonderful.
And then visit his ex's tumblr and read an entire post about how much she misses him and wishes he would still be there for her and how she would change everything. Then just worry for forever for no damn reason. Because who knows if he saw it. If he did it was days ago. And he may not care, because he is into you and he may just be so past all the insane abusive manipulative bs she put him through.
But like. What if he isn't?
And then visit his ex's tumblr and read an entire post about how much she misses him and wishes he would still be there for her and how she would change everything. Then just worry for forever for no damn reason. Because who knows if he saw it. If he did it was days ago. And he may not care, because he is into you and he may just be so past all the insane abusive manipulative bs she put him through.
But like. What if he isn't?
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
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